you big dummy

I don't read and I believe it is making me dumb.
not so much making me dumb as it is preventing me from getting smarter
stunting my intellectual growth
which has been stagnant for some time now
i probably am no smarter now than when i was in high school
i don't read the newspaper, i sometimes read magazines, and just about never read books.
in fact I don't know anyone, who has the ability to read, that is less read than i am
i really have no idea what is going on.
not really.
i wonder if i will make time to read
i used to never watch tv but have somehow made time to watch a few reality shows and crime dramas
surely i can find time to excersize my brain
man, i don't wanna be dumb.
xo,
s
p.s. this is really embarassing for me to admit