das egghead

it's three in the morning and i just ate two eggs.
i think i am addicted to eggs. i eat at least two everyday.
i'm pretty sure that's bad for you. i think. the cholesterol.
everyday i have a bowl of brown rice with soy sauce and a raw egg
mixed in. and then, in a seperate meal, i will usually either over easy the other one
or soft boil it. although i can't ever get the timing right where the
yolk is runny enough. i like it runny. i only boil the eggs when it is late at night.

i feel like hitler everytime i kill a bug in my bathroom.
i say sorry as i'm doing it, but if i still do it, am i really sorry?
i wish they just wouldn't come in here and put me in that position in the first place.
fucking spiders. ants too. ants especially so because you usually
have to kill so many of them.
i'm gonna go cause this is starting to make me feel bad.

sweetdreams,
xo,
s

my stomach hurts
and i promise i will get a camera soon so this isn't so boring.
although, maybe i'm the only one who reads this.